Chapter 1214 My Hot Next Door Neighbor(First Time Sex):>Ep3

• "No one ever needs to know about this," he said. "I am not a bang 'em and brag about it kind of guy. I enjoyed myself last night and I don't want to ruin it. I understand you not wanting to talk about it or be around me, but please understand that it wasn't like that for me."
• For the first time, I felt guilty towards him. In a way, I had used him. I wasn't getting what I wanted from my marriage and I was the one who lusted after this guy and then felt bad for following through. "It doesn't have to be like that," I said. "I'm sorry. I am letting my guilt over what we did make it seem like I wasn't glad for what we did. I really enjoyed myself." With that, I kissed him on the cheek and walked into the house. I saw him get a look of some relief before he drank the rest of the water and resumed his work.
• I didn't see Mark much that week. He was usually out of the door before the crack of dawn and with the exception of Wednesday night, he was working late. At home, I was still feeling quite guilty and felt glad that my husband didn't initiate sex. I had cheated him, and I knew I couldn't deny him, but at the same time wasn't ready to sleep with him.